I can’t believe how I can handle certain things in my life. How I have been crying myself at night and still smile the next day. How I get so lonely but still find a reason to laugh. How I could give good advice’s to my friends and family but seem to be confuse when it comes to my life problems. How I could hold back my tears when people are around. How I could say I’m okay even if I’m not. How I could just run away but still stay. How I could just end everything right here right now but I choose to live. I guess I’m strong after all.