So I just finished reading ‘Tuesdays with Morrie’ for those of you who haven’t read it yet, you should. While reading I couldn’t help my self from crying that’s why I only read it in my room when I’m alone, anyways, You realize the things that Mitch Albom ( the author ) wrote there from his professor was real simple, The things we need in life but what complicates everything is that we also have things that we want  in our lives. Things that sometimes we think we need but really we don’t, we waste our energy and spend time on things that truly wont matter in the end. 

I know its really easy for us to read the book and say “yes, that’s so true” and we have this realization in that moment, but in reality its really hard to apply it in our own lives. Its always easier to say it but harder to do.

Nothing special happened today but I feel so happy and blessed :) I wish I’d feel like this every day.

discovering something you weren’t expecting… >.< I hate this. Its just gonna make things a little more hard this time.

I never thought someone would see me the way he sees me…I still can’t believe it, like I really can’t. Whenever he says I’m “bonita” I say not really and roll my eyes cause I don’t think I am bonita then he says “you might not be bonita to them but you’re bonita in my eyes.” and I just smile and kiss him. I’m not perfect and he’s fine with that. He doesn’t care that I don’t have a flat stomach or skinny legs. All the things I’m insecure about, All the things I hate about my self he loves and he doesn’t care cause he says he loves me that much… So this is how it feels like huh? how it feels to be loved just by being who you are… :)

it is possible for a guy and a girl to be in a bed and just sleep. Not sleep together like have sex or anything,you and him being next to each other, holding hands, maybe a kiss every once in a while. No taking off of clothing no fooling around, just being there with the person wishing that it could stay just like that for as long as you want. Forgetting about everything else around you, forgetting about the World for a while… that’s what I was feeling last night. :)

Nakakamiss ang SILOG sa pinas :( as in 3 days pa lang akong nandito namimiss ko na ang pagkain ng pinas. Nakakamiss din ang adobo, sinigang at Siomai!!!! yung mga lutong bahay na nakakain mo lang sa mga karinderia na malapit sa school. :l      

Nakakamiss din ang commercial na pinoy. Nakakapanibago kasi puro pang diet ang commercial sito sa states hahaha

Noon gustong-gusto ko makakita ng snow ngayon na nakakita na ako pwede imigil na? haha hindi kasi kami maka gala kasi sobrang lamig sa labas kahit 3 sapaw na ng damit ang suot namin plus coat eh feel pa rin namin ang lamig….

Ayayayay I miss you Pinas! >.<

Hindi ko lang kasi maintindihan kung ano talaga tayo eh. Minsan magkaibigan tayo, tapos minsan parang higit pa sa magkaibigan ang turingan natin tapos minsan naman parang hindi mo ako kilala, yung deadma ka lang. Nagugulohan na ako -.- ano ba talaga kasi yang tumatakbo jan sa utak mo.

while driving back home from Church my dad shared his life experiences and what he said I swear I’ll never forget. That in life the only person who can help you up when your down is your-self. You should not expect that those people whom you have helped before like family members or friends would help you back up. Some may help but not that much, because he said “When I was at my lowest all I had was Myself and God.”